Space Traveler Discloses Depression In the Wake of Wave of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a public message, referring to a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has focused her career on female health science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and years of training to the personal milestone of her roots – was overshadowed under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her pioneering work championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after reaching space, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the followers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.
She noted that amid the criticism, considerable good had emerged from the experience, such as elevated attention for her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft departed Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that passed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The diverse crew also included accomplished professionals from various fields.
The company behind the mission is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.
